"leave a light on for me.."

gratitude

2012-02-13T18:09:00.010+08:00

this goes out to those who have been in support of me all the while.. to blog..

i started a blog with the intention to share my innermost thoughts
thoughts that i felt would be best expressed in my own words..
in my own way..
i wanted to do things the simple way
and make it absolutely mine

words are my strongest means of expression
(i think i have said this before)
i still do think this way..
i probably even write better than i speak
perhaps..

it just means so much to me
that you like what i write..
you have given me the courage to just be myself
in a way that i want..
a way that i love to..
so thank you all.. :)

回顾2011

2011-12-31T02:12:00.006+08:00

最后一天的开始
回顾2011年
觉得的确过得很充实
收获也不浅
新的尝试新的机会新的认可
我的2011
是美好的

今年所筹备的一些事
明年即将与大家见面
非常兴奋
也非常期待
2012会更美好

最后

祝大家新年快乐幸福快乐

自己的时间

2011-11-07T09:03:00.005+08:00

不知不觉又到了年尾

其实都一直忙着
忙着陪陪家人好友
忙着读书
忙着朝梦想前进
所以日子过得虽忙但却也很充实

回头看
今年交出的成绩单很不错

也终于终于回到了老朋友的身边
所谓"姜还是老的辣"
朋友也是
真的

现在难得有了休息时间
应该说
终于有了自己的时间
忙着自己的事

今日的我非常幸福
谢谢所有围绕着我的天使们
我是如此幸运

世界有多大

2011-10-22T23:50:00.003+08:00

随着岁月的流逝我发现我越来越在乎的不是名和利

而是我从人生中得到了什么经验
看到了怎样的风景
有没有快乐
是否遇到了知音好友
周围有没有好人等

我似乎越来越知觉世界是多么的大和辽阔

还有那么多地方我要看
那么多快乐我要体验
那么多的回忆我要创造

这是成长吧？

淡淡的

2011-09-16T02:53:00.007+08:00

这几天我都过的谈谈的

淡淡的起床
淡淡的从早忙到晚
淡淡的和人相处
淡淡的去对周遭的事物感好奇
淡淡的争取休息时间

没有太大的喜怒哀乐
没有埋怨没有骄傲
没有太多的问题和为什么

淡淡的看着和感受人生的绚丽风景
真是一股平静一种享受
淡淡的微笑淡淡的积极
更显的格外迷人
让我意外的欢喜

就这样
淡淡的在这城市蹒跚悠悠地等着明天的到来时
继续扮演着昨天的角色

回首过去

2011-09-13T21:53:00.005+08:00

今天花了一点点时间阅读了我以前的博客文章发现了自己的变化

是好是坏真的没得说

不过以前似乎比较开朗比较天真

我想

我真的长大了

我就是我

2011-08-27T22:41:00.002+08:00

偶然想起了一些回忆

以往的生活以往喜欢做的事甚至是以往的自己

每个人的脑里都有一个自己印象中的“自己” 这个“自己”往往都和别人印象中的“自己”不一样

不要紧没有人比自己更懂“自己”

你的身边有知道这个“自己”的人吗？

你的身边有让你做这个“自己”的人吗？

你在做着“自己”吗？

歌

2011-07-27T20:22:00.006+08:00

喜欢听歌

尤其是那些代表我心声的歌属于我的歌
让我连在歌中都能够找到自己
也因此喜欢唱歌

歌哥你听见我对你的告白了吗?

最后送上彩虹的美丽
愿大家的心门都能打开
好容纳更多美好的人事物 =)

你们想听歌了吗?
想唱歌了吗?
在这奉劝喝醉酒的人一句
唱歌的话声音小声些
走音才不会让人家听见哈哈

快乐

2011-07-10T01:47:00.005+08:00

朋友跟我说过
雨后的景色是美丽的
只是很多人不会抬头看看挂在天空的彩虹
我想
有时候是该停下来享受一下充满色彩的世界
反正雨都过了何必继续拿着伞遮住眼前的美好
工作上的烦恼
感情上的问题
零零碎碎的事件
不管是怎样的事
总会雨过天晴
对吧？

坦白说
有时我会很困惑
我是否该多说一些话多做一些事
但往往我不会不懂不想
因为那不是我
那样太累了
我喜欢看书喜欢沉浸在书里的故事每个不同的故事
听起来很闷很无趣
但我就是喜欢沉浸在这样的世界里

呈现真我自己是自由的
征服困难更是幸福

所有关注我爱护我的朋友
我很好很愉快很幸福
很多美好事情即将来临
期待着与大家分享

变化

2011-07-01T14:01:00.004+08:00

变是唯一不变的东西

这句话你们都听过吧？

人会变

感情会变

关系会变

局势会变

环境会变

什么都会变

而往往变的人事物都不会承认变化

无法避免只能接受只能跟着变

“我会静静的看着一切变化然后默默的即使不愿意的以变来应变”

变变变

变为猫吧

猫猫秀

2011-06-05T17:45:00.003+08:00

朋友养的猫
带上网秀秀

猜猜我在哪？

不容易猜吧？

什么？你想要暗示？

算了直接告诉你我在哪好了
我在...
我主人的浴盆里啦

再送你们一张漂亮猫猫照

我叫esky
月尾就4个月大了
我很漂亮吧？
人见人称的我可是猫后呢
喵~

我的梦想

2011-06-03T14:17:00.001+08:00

和我爱的人
一起环游世界
一起到世界各个角落
去发掘每个不同的故事

虽然不能在这一一分享我所有的梦想
但你们现在已经知道我的梦想之一了

就当做是你我两人之间
一个小小的秘密好了
我的梦想

不知不觉走过了10年

2011-05-30T22:21:00.004+08:00

今年5月尾圆圆满满的10年
喜怒哀乐
累积的欢乐悲伤
让我成长坚强
由你们陪我一起度过
我幸福感激
谢谢你们不曾放弃过我
谢谢你们不断的鼓励我
谢谢你们一直的相信我
我才会走到今时今日

说句实话
我并非那么的勇敢
并非那么的坚强
曾经失落失望
曾经也想过要放弃
但是我竟然会在黑暗落寞的时刻
找到一道光明
虽然我所受到的挫折跟很多人比起来只是芝麻绿豆
但是当时的失败与绝望
对当事人来说怎么会是小事呢？
回头看的确是小事一桩
回头看我庆幸我脸上能带着微笑

到底有谁用心聆听用心感受我

到底有谁真心批评推动鼓励我
到底有谁一直在我身边
在我脆弱的时候扶我一把
我知道我会记住

回头看
看到了什么？
满满的幸福多多的智慧
不想停留回头太久
要继续往前走
带着心中满满的爱
面对每一天的到来
你我都应该这样

人啊

2011-05-17T11:25:00.007+08:00

人是矛盾的动物

生命是永无止境的尝试尝试理解这人的矛盾

有些人到死都理不通

有些人理通了就想早死

所以说做人难

做猫吧

me-time

2011-04-23T14:48:00.005+08:00

i believe in me-time.
i like having some peace and quiet to myself every now and then.
i believe that is important.

简单多好

2011-04-15T21:36:00.010+08:00

你幸福吗？

2011-03-27T16:30:00.000+08:00

幸福是什么东西？

我想爱人或被爱也算是一种幸福吧

至少感受过体验过

有时候一对情侣在一起未必真正爱过

又有时候未必能够和真爱在一起

爱。。应该怎么说呢？

我只知道要去珍惜

别等到失去的那一天

这个。。那个。。

2011-02-17T19:56:00.002+08:00

情人节快乐

迟来的祝福能接受吗？

其实有时候我会想

为什么只有那么一天来庆祝？

为什么特别的节日总是匆匆地度过？

难道爱一个人就只有一天的时间给你表达吗？

anyway

我希望每一位都能找到没被限制的爱情

找到爱情的一道彩虹 :)

我

2011-02-13T15:40:00.000+08:00

有太多的意见
却没有一个是属于我的
有太多的看法
却不是我所想的
有太多的说法
却不由我而言

我喜欢简单的日子
我想要拥有快乐乐观的心态
我想要保留最原来的自我
我要保护我所爱护和珍惜的一切
我不懂得随便说话制造话题
我不会油腔滑调
我更不喜欢把事情想得太复杂

我
是否很无趣？
但
有错吗？

new impetus..

2011-02-11T23:45:00.001+08:00

new impetus..

i want to feel the senses and breathe the air again.
i want to live again.
i want to trust again.
i want to believe again.

will you let me?

迎接2011

2010-12-31T12:57:00.004+08:00

2010就这样到了尾声
这一年里
发生了很多事
开心的不愉快的
但人生就是这样
对吧？

开开心心迎接新的一年
也希望能够与大家见面

2011年
我们希望能够做些什么？
完成些什么？
计划些什么？
心中的许多愿望
但愿你们能一一实现

happy 2011 everyone..

我的角落

2010-11-16T18:03:00.003+08:00

“我不记得从什么时候开始，我喜欢躲进世界的角落。

我也不知道该怎么说，只希望有一天你们会懂我的心！

当我忧愁烦恼的时候，当我暴躁愤怒的时候。

当我心情乱糟糟的时候，甚至当我快乐得不得了的时候。

我都想换个角度，重新看看我的世界。”

从小孩的角度看世界是多美好的事

单纯简单但又似乎反映了所谓大人的思想

其实大人是不是喜欢把事情想得太复杂了呢？

越是复杂，越是开心吗？

我真的希望将来在家里

可以有一个指定的房间

装满着书架，装满了书

小小空间却是进入不同领域的一道门

这是我心目中最perfect的小小角落我的角落

用心去感受

2010-10-28T01:05:00.002+08:00

我原本想说一些话

但又不知道该从何说起

最后决定

还是不说了

有时候无声的角落更为响亮

有时候真的只需要用心去听用心去感受

有时候说的话未必是想表达的意思

有时候安静也能感到快乐

分享喜悦

2010-09-18T10:00:00.004+08:00

那么久没更新

但现在想和大家说一声

我很好

voicelessness, facelessness..

2010-08-20T18:49:00.004+08:00

in our daily lives, we hear many voices..
we see many faces..
listen only to the voices that matter..
remember the familiar faces..
do we want our voices to be drowned out by all the other voices?
do we want our face to be lost in the faceless crowd?
in a sea of voices, where is your voice?
in a sea of faces, what is your face?

things will fall into place..

2010-07-28T21:52:00.019+08:00

i have always believed that..
when you do things rightly and justly;
when you do your part, no more, no less;
when your conscience is clear;
things will fall into place..

i came across this when reading a book and thought i would post it here..

"nice guys may appear to finish last, but usually they are running in a different race."

sweeteners..

2010-07-15T19:14:00.020+08:00

i have been wanting to try kki for some time now.. and i am glad i finally did so today with my friends because the stuff here is incredibly good..

just some pictures for the thoughts..

signature: the little red riding hood (or lrrh)..

mini chocolate banana mousse..

blueberry cheesecake..

the dorayaki ice-cream..

ice balls..

the best thing over there was surprisingly the very simple blueberry cheesecake.. it was very competently done.. =)
we also took away..

the macarons..

and the truffs..

both were incredibly good as well..
try it out some time! =)

journey inwards..

2010-07-04T10:50:00.007+08:00

journey inwards..
just at a place.. a place i went yesterday.. but it has left a very deep impression on me. it is a wonderful place. where people know the meaning of simple joy and happiness. where children are blessed with unadulterated innocence. where there is love and respect all around you.

the purpose of the trip was for rejuvenation..
a back to the basics way of living..

i love it there..
i believe i would go back one day..
we will see.. =)

it was liberating..
i would say it has brought a whole new dimension into my life..
i saw the most beautiful rainbow there.. lined by clouds with rays piercing outwards..
full of hope and beauty..

i saw the beauty in people i thought were lost for good..
i saw that love in strangers existed..
i understood what it meant to live simply..
to love simply..
and to be happy simply..

music..

2010-06-15T14:41:00.026+08:00

i have always loved the piano.. i came across this and thought i would post it here..

enjoy

what if..

2010-06-04T11:56:00.003+08:00

what if you could do it all over again?
what if you had a second chance?
what if we had known each other earlier?
what if another decision was made, another path taken?
what if everything did not turn out this way?

in life, i think, there are no "what ifs"..
and that is why you want to be "in the moment"..

for love..

2010-05-22T14:45:00.003+08:00

what would you do?

for love, i would pursue it and give it my best shot even if i knew it was a mistake right from the start and nothing would come out from it.. i would rather have lived it and be hurt than never to have lived it at all..
that is how much i would give for love..

determined? stubborn? unreasonable?
i was thinking, "how many unreasonable decisions have i made in my life?" the answer: not many.. i have been a fairly reasonable being.. and only for love would i give myself, i would be an unreasonable being..

for love, what would you give?

做对好了。。

2010-05-19T07:25:00.006+08:00

反正做对也是给人家讲，做错也是给人家讲。。

那就做对好了。

人家继续讲，你就继续做。

人生不就是这么简单。 =)

contentment.

2010-04-28T20:33:00.004+08:00

contentment:
more than satisfied with what one is or has.. not wanting more or anything else.. desiring no more than what one has..

what does 'contentment' means? how would you define this word in your own way? i like the way it sounds, and the whole idea behind it.

what have i been busy with?
i am not sure.. running errands.. meeting friends.. living a normal life?
a normal life can be dull sometimes..
but it is really the way you choose to look at it. you can look at it as a boring and desponding way of living, you can also look at is as a simple and spontaneous way of living.
i choose to look at it positively.. for which i believe, living simply and spontaneously is a sort of contentment which is sacred.

what about you?

no-frills.

2010-04-11T01:46:00.006+08:00

just just now, another thought hit me when i was at the cemetery paying respects to my late grandfather..

when i kick the bucket in the future, i want a no-frills death procession..
i want my ashes to be scattered at the ocean instead.. i saw them do that in a show and it has left a very deep impression on me.

i do not want to be buried or have my urn placed somewhere.. your children and grandchildren may remember you, but what about the generations after that? i do not see the point.. it is just an object which reminds people that you died.
being in their hearts is enough for me..

at the end of the day, when you leave the world, there is nothing to bring along with you.. and there is really nothing to feel so sad or feel so scared about because this is something that happens to everyone at some point in time.

a lone journey..

2010-04-08T20:52:00.003+08:00

a lone journey..
something i am looking forward to.. tremendously.
some of you asked me why a a lone journey? well, i am not sure either..
but for sure, this journey will welcome new surprises, and a new phase of life for me..

i believe that i am the master of my fate..
i will not allow myself to be manipulated by others..
i will not allow myself to suffer..
i will not, i must not submit to fate.. even if death comes knocking at the door..

anyway just to let you guys know, i have deactivated my facebook account..
but i will be back on it..
i will see you all when i am back. whenever that will be..
let life be spontaneous..
till then.. :)

人生无常。。

2010-04-04T20:25:00.008+08:00

最近一直跟时间赛跑
似乎有太多东西要做
时间又往往不足够
还以为能够暂时透透气
没想到还是不行

人生也一样
我们拼命在追流失的每一秒
但最后忘了生命中最重要的
发现的时候
失去的秒分钟追不回了

很快“死”这个话题会是生活的一部分
很快明天就要来临
明天崭新的一天 =)

definitions.

2010-03-31T20:12:00.007+08:00

simplicity:

the state, quality, or an instance of being simple..
a life of simplicity: absence of luxury, ornament, pretentiousness, etcetera..

what does 'simplicity' means? how would you define this word in your own way? i like the way it sounds, and the whole idea behind it.

一直都相信, 人应该过得简单。。这是我一向向往的。:)

'the lovely bones.'

2010-03-26T21:43:00.004+08:00

it is the story of a teenage girl, being raped and murdered.. she then watch her family and friends go on with their lives from heaven while she herself comes to terms with her own death..

'the lovely bones' is just so amazing regardless as a novel or as a movie.. to me..
you guys should really try reading it as a book and catching it as a movie.. :)

extraordinary.

2010-03-14T02:23:00.004+08:00

some of you mentioned to me that my tweets are a little 'abstract'.. well, i suppose sometimes..
we just need to pull ourselves out of everything to understand normalcy..
but it comes to a point in time when you need to just break it.. break boundaries.. do something you have never imagined you would.. and that is where i am heading for.. i hope..

have you ever wanted to do something but never found the time to do so? or never found the courage to?
have you ever made a million and one excuses for not doing it?
have you ever wished you did not even have to think about it?

diversity.

2010-03-10T20:11:00.003+08:00

you will realize, life is a joke sometimes.. there is no way you can control the things people say about you or do to you.. especially unjust issues.. but there is a way to manage your own emotions. recently, i have learnt that there is no real need to take yourself too seriously. because frankly, you are the only one bothered about it. no one else is!

期待着。。

2010-02-26T22:02:00.004+08:00

很快的, 三月要来了。时间过得比想象中的快。好期待。期待着放假, 期待着有自己的时间, 期待着做自己想做的事。

some time back i read 'have a little faith' by mitch albom and i do think it is an amazing book! mitch albom has a beautiful writing style that makes you not want to put down the book. you feel as though you are in his head, following his train of thoughts, riding on his very raw emotions. so.. try it! :)

sidelines.

2010-02-20T01:00:00.003+08:00

if you have done no wrong, nothing will go wrong.

dumbstruck.

2010-02-12T10:39:00.005+08:00

这几天的tweets少了。没为什么，只是有时觉得短短的tweet难以表达我的心情与想法。也许我属于“多话”种吧。:)

chinese new year is just the day after tomorrow.. time seems to go by so fast, but i hardly realize it at all.

'put yourself in my shoes!'

2010-02-09T18:06:00.004+08:00

seriously, instead of asking you to understand my position (which probably is not going to happen.. well, sometimes it does not), i will just take myself out of the situation and look at is as a third party. i might enjoy and appreciate the dynamics a whole lot better and probably, live a lot longer. :)

you will realize, life is a joke sometimes..